| Sunday, August 28th, 2005 |
| 12:41 am |
update on life
so i know its been a long time that i have put a new blog in but no one reads the things i put in here anyway so why do it? so to start things off i will talk about the main thing that has happend in my life and that is me becoming a pimp. yes that is right a pimp. at work i am getting numbers from girls like crazy and its not them being nice to me, they realy like me. you know whati am talking about when you meet a person and you guys talk and hit things off realy realy well. well thats what is going on with me with about 4 girls right now. i only know one of them realy good because she was one of the persons that i talked to the most when i was on the truk team for three weeks. her name is kari and she is a nice person very fun to hang with and very sweet. oh and she is hot like "DAMN YOU HOT GIRL" hot. so we went on a date/hang out thing and it was fun. she got to see me the way i am out of work and i think she was shockt about the way i am. because at work i am fun but not that fun i am just like get work done and then we can play. so we are talking and things are ok with that but then i have theas other girls on the side that like me. like heather the heather you all know and love the one that lived in gilroy and then had to move. well she and i have been talking and she wants me to move with her up to vegas and have a place up there and start the hole family thing with her. i would love to start a family when i am ready and vegas that is kinda far but i am still thing about it i don't know. then there is rosey, hillary and jen the three girls that i don't know much about but just can't stop flerting with me and i know i do it right back. so yeah that is my pimping problem that i have. but things are going good for me at work like for the past week i closed every night and had to work my ass off to get my shoes looking good for the first time in a long time. i am makeing new friends like chang and tito cool guys to work with. but its geting late and i was up at work around 8:30 and i need some sleep. so i am going to go to bed and dream all the great dreams that i do (porn) like batman and spider man playing cards at a bar. well got to go bye...bye bye |
| Sunday, June 26th, 2005 |
| 3:01 pm |
long time
i know is has been a while that i have posted but i have been working a lot. 40 hours a week and man i am loveing it. i meet new people at work all the time and am makeing new friends every day. the shift that they are giveing me i like a lot its 6am to 3pm and then i have the rest of the day to do anything i want. there are some nice looking girls that i work with and they are talking to me and i like that. i work in shoes and i like it for some reason. things are going ok for me i gess. i don't have a gf but i am still looking and i try to keep my head up. i don't talk to my old friends that much but thats ok its dose not bug me that much. i can't wright right now. i have to much on my mind |
| Friday, May 20th, 2005 |
| 2:58 pm |
jobs jobs and more jobs
man this week justs gets better and better. first the new star wats movie was coming out and i had to go see it so i got a ticket for a midnight show. so i was going to go with steven and alex but i knew i had to do something for the movie like dress up. so i talked to amanda the artist and she painted my face to look like darth maul. it looked very good and so many people liked it so much they just had to get a pic with me or of me.so there i am looking like darth maul and takeing pics with people and haveing a time of my life. so then i meet some fans that had lightsabers and we had a all out lightsaber fight and it was fun as hell. so bye this time its about 12am and the movie starts and its great and shit. so we get out at 2:30 and i find out that i have two job intervews first thing in the mornning so thats great news for me. all this time of looking for a job it mite happen. so i go home and get ready and i go to both of them and they both want me to work for them. so now i am going to be working at mervans and thats great i get 7.40 a hour so thats a good day. so now its twoday so still with me people? so now its twoday and wake up to a phone call asking for me. well its some company thats wants to to work for them as soon as posible and they are going to start me off at makeing $35,000 a year so now i mite have this job well damn this is great. so so yeah that is my good days for the year. it just shows you that in the end it all works out for the better or something like that. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: fingertight |
| Sunday, May 8th, 2005 |
| 1:31 am |
cars suck
man oh man my car sucks. one of the belts broke on my way home around 10:30 two night. so there i am in the mindle of no where and no one can help me because my mom and dale are out of town. so what do i do i call steven for help and man oh man he is the best.he came all the way from gilroy to help me out man he is the best. but he paid a price buy doing this for me. his girlfriend got mad at him because she wanted to take her car and she wanted to come with him. but he didn't want that and so for that she got mad and started a fight with him about all of this, and for some dum reason she wanted to call a hole bunch of people like jason and stevens mom. i was like why the fuck for? what can jason do and why would stevens mom give a damn.but steven came and looked at the jeep and said its fuck till we get a new belt for it. he he is at my house right now and we have been haveing a lot of fun talking about shit about alex and how much she is being a bitch. well its late and i need sleep so i am gone bye...bye bye Brad Batman |
| Thursday, May 5th, 2005 |
| 5:07 pm |
Bowling
i just done watching the movie Bowling for Calinbine and man that gets me thinking good for thouse kids. they did what we are all thinking. because at one time or another you have thought about hurting or killing some one. like they say "we all think killer acts but we all don't act killer acts". thouse kids were maid to do that. all the picking and torment that people do to eachother is what maid them do it. most people can deal with it but some can't and thats what we forget in twodays day. most teens have thought about doing what they did. you know you have wanted to get back at the person that has done you wrong, see them in pain. i know i have and you are reading this and you know who you fuckers are that have done me wrong. but lets movie on to better stuff. i am now a part of NRA and that means i can have a gun he he he..... fun. well i am done thinking i will go and sleep bye...bye bye people. |
| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005 |
| 2:26 pm |
no no no
why do i do this? i am talking to kendra again and am likeing it. no no no when i start talking to her i start likeing her and that is going to start so much crap for me and her. she is a great person when she wants to be. its just she speeks her mind at the wrong times and makes people mad.i don't know i need more sleep. bye...bye bye |
| Saturday, April 23rd, 2005 |
| 8:00 pm |
kill
kill them all. that is what i am thinking right now. all thouse motherfuckers. and i don't want to do it the fast way with a gun or knife. the slow way the ed gein way. i don't know why i am talking about this but i just have so much anger and hate in me that wants to come out.its bad that dale thinks that i am going to grow up to be some killer like ed gein. just because i know so much about true crims dose not mean i am going to be a killer.i some times think what if i was a killer? how good would i be and how long would i get away with it. that is something i think about a lot i mean i know so much about that stuff. you could ask me how to hide a body and i would tell you and who did it and what year. i am that good. i could be the best infact i know i would. i could kill so many and no one would know. i don't think i would do what ed gein did but i would do so much that would make be one of the best of all time. i don't know what i am talking about i am just saying i could be one of the best be only time will tell. well i am going to to bed. Current Music: mudvayne |
| Thursday, April 21st, 2005 |
| 4:21 pm |
matt reed
well a few days i was helping my friend move and man oh man it was fun. we had some good beer and a shit load of pizza. i meet this guy named jimmy and he is one helly of a guy. he was asking me if i want a job working on the weekends. it sounds good because its 9 or 10 a hour and up to 13 hours a day and its under the table. now is that a job or what. but yeah i was hanging out with bradley and we went to matts house to help move. pore bradley he could not help to much but i knew he wanted to. so we started around 2 ish and it ended around 11. but there was a time for about a hour of drinking and more drinking. but it was fun and good hard work and thats what i like. well i am going to go i have to call matt and plan some more drinking with matt and jimmy. so bye...bye bye Batman Brad G Current Music: mudvayne |
| Tuesday, April 12th, 2005 |
| 1:29 pm |
damn damn damn
so is this what my life is going to be? everyone is fighting in my life and i can't take i. but that has always been in my life ever sence my boyhood. my friends love one another one moment and hate the next. its so fuck up and i hate to say it but i am in the fight because everyone comes to brad for help. i can't help anyone i just make things more harder to deal with. john,paul,katie almost everyone are no gooders that have nothing better to do then stab everyone in the backs. i am so lost because after all the bad things that happen to everyone they are friends again. but not for long...something happens and some one is mad agian and it starts. the fighting,the wanting to hit the person in the face,the name calling, and the blaming of everything bad on one person. this makes me sick. i had to tell john that he has anger problems and he said that he dosn't and i do. well yes i did and i worked out my problems for the most part if anyone knows me they can say the same about me. i realy don't know what this blog is about i gess i just have stuff on my mind and i need to say. another thing this katie thing is under my skin. i just got this comment from the bitch that said i have a problem and am a jurk. well what the fuck is that about you fucking bitch. if a had a problem you would know because i would tell it to your fucking bitchy ass face you fucking bitch. god that felt good so say. thats it i think i well be a ass to you the next time i see you and you better hope that is not soon. well its late and i am going to go back to bed. Current Mood: coldCurrent Music: mudvayne |
| Tuesday, April 5th, 2005 |
| 2:25 pm |
why why why
i was hanging out with amanda and john and things went to shit after a while and i don't know why. we were haveing fun untill john started being a baby and didn't want to have fun. i mean amanda and i know how to have fun but john dosn't. he never knows the time to have fun and there is never time to do so. it sucks because it brings down the party for amanda and i. because we have to stop our fun and go make him happy and thats not right. so we just said fuck that and we went and had fun with out him. he got even more mad and i found it funny. to be mad at your girlfriend and your bestfriend for haveing fun so so bum i can't even start. so amanda and i went to the beach and got shells while john went off and was being a baby. so we came back to my house and talked and he went off for a walk. i found out that amanda wishes that john could be more like me. man that was nice to here her say that. i have something that she wants in a guy. but thats just one thing i know there are more thigs that she likes about me. its nice we joke about going out but not around john. no way in hell would we do that. that would make him so mad. like that right there he can't take a joke what the shit is that. oh well i got to go bye...bye bye Batman Brad G Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: MuDvAyNe |
| Monday, April 4th, 2005 |
| 11:12 am |
na na na na na Batman
Well i have just got up and just want to go to bed. i was up till 2ish talking to monicka and god that girl dose not stop talking. and the thing she talks about the most is about sex. i mean i love sex and everything but thats all she must think about its driveing me crazy. for a person to talk about sex to much and drive me crazy that has to be a lot sex talk. well got to go i will bitch some more later. bye...bye bye Batman Brad G Current Mood: sleepyCurrent Music: MuDvAyNe |
| Sunday, April 3rd, 2005 |
| 9:44 pm |
So i am home now and just got back from the movies. i just can't see that movie to many times and that movie is sin city. i realy think that is a good movie and the way it was done i love . the black and white and all the blood and then a funny part is was good. i was talking to bradley and we were talking about going to san fran next week and i hope we do go. i love those trips that we go on because when its him and i we talk about some realy deep stuff and thats when my smartness comes out and that when i have had some of the best times in my life.i realy think bradley needs this trip it would be good for him to get anay from it all and just look at the bay and think about whatever. i know this is second update but i feel like i can talk about any thing so here it gose. i think i like amanda and she dosn't know it. it something i have never talked to anyone about and no one should know. i know she has gone out with steven and john and paul. but they are nothing men and i hat to say that about my friends but its true. out of all of us i seem to be the nices and sweetest and she and i have the most in comin then any one that i have ever known.we can talk about anything at anytime and its great. she has been the girl of my dreams and every more. i shouldn't be talking about it but for some reason i am. i should go now its time for bed. bye...bye bye Batman Brad G Current Mood: okay |
| 1:50 pm |
mhg
So this is my first time doing this. So what am i to do...? i gess i will just talk about what is on my mind. being bord that is on my mind and that is what i am doing right now. but should really talk about stuff hum. well monicka is on my mind. yes she is backe in my life and it waws out of on where. she called me up and i was like hi and we just started talking and now she wants to move up to south san fran and live with her. i am thinking don't you want to get to know me and i have even asked her that. she told my that she dose know me and she wants to have my kids and wants to have a family. to tell you truth i do want to have a family soon but i am not ready for that and i don't think i will be any time soon. but yeah she works two jobs and dose like 12 hours shift and then comes home and wants to talk to me till 4 am. i think that is crazy i don't know. she really dose seem like a nice girl but i don't know if she is the person that i want to spend the rest of my life with. i mean we are not even going out and she is talking like this to me.we went on one date and now she is wanting to say i do and start a family. ether she is crazy or i can't see love when it is in front of my i don't know. but i have stuff to do and got to go so till next time. bye...bye bye Batman Brad G Current Mood: confused |